Date: Thursday, July 26 Time: 10:56 AM Are you all f*cking happy to see me like this isn’t it? I already said it so many times; I didn’t do it on purpose. Well, you all must be thinking why can’t I control myself that time. I myself can’t think of why. Damn it! You wan to listen to this sentence “ I do it on purpose and I wan to ruin our friendship.” don’t u all? Anyway I had done it and is my fault, I can’t push this responsibility away. Happy aren’t you all see me like this now. When I get better, there always someone would come and ruined it. Never mind, I already predict all these go to happen. I guess there someone out there don’t want me to happy and want me to regret for what I’m doing. I already REGRET it but there no cure for all these stuff. There nothing I can do for recovering our friendship. I realized one by one of my friends are abandoning our friendship. Well I can’t blame you all for thinking like that. If was me, I also will do the same. Nothing could be the same anymore. World change, so do human. God is jus being fair to me. Everything I do, sure have punishment and rewards. I really wondering what will world become if I’m not around. Probably I don’t deserve to be in this world at all. I’m lack of confidence to continue surviving. That’s all and farewell! |