I think the cbox will not support my feedback on what i think about the post u have just typed.

Being lonely doesnt come with a price. Its the way of how u think about urself. The entire post i've just read prove to me that you think too much about what other people might think of u. Have you ever come across friends who screamed at you saying "SHUT UP! YOU AINT WORTH TO BE MY FRIEND!!!" and that person did not meant it in a joking method.

I personally dont think you have done anything wrong. I personally think you are a person who cares alot about friends. Doing things without thinking about the results prove to us that you care more than what you think. Its like saying... when your friend is in great danger, you save that person FIRST before even thinking that you were going to injure urself to a certain point.

Do you regret caring so much? No one in this world is so stupid to say you aint worth to be their friend. What BIG problems have u caused to lose ur friends? What was SO bad that it had already pushed you off the cliff of great depression?

If you dont know how to fix that problem, ASK. Ask someone to help you, even if they cant. Being a loner would most eventually lead to suicide as you know. NO ONE is meant to be alone.

Pastlife were as you know it, PAST. It doesnt come with the future. It depends on ur perspective of how u view the world.

It is NEVER a bad thing to care for a friend. There is NEVER a limit to do so. Even if there was one, people would appreciate the great-ful-ness you have done. If that person is terrified of the way you handle your way of caring, its that person's lost. They lost a valuable friend.

Yes, everything arent meant to be alright. Thats the way how life works. You cant expect everything to be perfect and the way you want it to be. If that had happened, all of us would now life in this magical area called, UTOPIA.

Unfortunately, even if you have left this world... their lives wont be very much happier because YOU ARE NOT THE CAUSE OF THEIR PROBLEMS. In fact, if u had left... people would think about you. It makes THEM SADDER.

Every accident that has occurred to you, you survived it. You recover fast. You stand up and face your day head on. That was a sign. That was the sign to make you INVINCIBLE (strong).

When you are INVINCIBLE, you dont lose everything. Your everything is still with you. YOU, on the other hand, think too much. You break down because you are coward. Face reality man! i am so sure will come over it! Painful past is still a PAST. we dont need to know about the PAST. What we need to know is the future. You WONT lose anything important to you because your friends like me will be there to catch you fall if you ever do.

Dun feel sorry for being such a friend to us. Because YOU DONE NOTHING WRONG. Dont be sorry. If those friends whom you claim to be ur friend dun like it, they arent your buds. You know why? FRIENDS are suppose to like you for who you are. YOU ARENT SUPPOSE TO CHANGE. Change for the better maybe. But change for caring less? WTF is that?!

Have you dont something so horrible that you arent worth the friend? Tell me. Cause i would be glad to hear. I will be the judge of that situation.

Great long ass lecture eh? haha. Just think thru it... if you want to tell me. TELL me without me bothering to ask you. If you wanna keep it to yourself, do so. I am not going to ask you about ur past because its merely a past. "Sleep over it" as i always say.

I am not gonna accept a sorry for ur answer of being such a "bad" friend because i know you arent the kind of person who is classified as that category. CHILL RELAX. DONT PUSH YOURSELF TO THE LIMIT WHERE YOU ARE GONNA BREAK DOWN. High school friends ignore you? FORGET THEM! Make new ones then. Its not that hard. You are very "open" and friendly, what is there to lose? Tell me. What is there to lose to breaking down for a small matter.

Thats all. Thank you. =D I have finally let my rant out. So APPRECIATE IT.