Sometimes you can never know what you are doing. After what I have done, there’s no turning back. I wished I could go back the past and change everything back to normal but that is impossible to do. Probably that is my destiny and fate, so I have to face it no matter I like it or not. A lot people had advice me to go on with my life and time will solve everything. I hope that true.

I had lost 2 best friends of mine. One of them, I had know her for 8 years. The memories I had with her are great and wonderful. I treat her as my own sister even I didn’t treat my sisters like that. I had given her a lot of advices about life and her boyfriend but now I unable to give that kind of advices anymore. Now we both go on with different path and I hope she will succeed in her life. I didn’t hope much but hope she will be tough to go through with life challenges.

Another best friend I lost is my heng tai. I know him since Form 3 in a tuition centre. We always hang out and laugh around. He knows what in my mind and I know his too. When ever there an outing or basketball, we won’t forget to call each other. We also go for yam cha and gossip around. But now all is over and it won’t back to old times. The memories we had I won’t forget forever.

Thanks for memories that you both had given me. I don’t think I will be seeing u two for the time being. Good luck in your future if you two are reading my blog. I don’t hope to be forgiven and I glad I had u both as my friends.