Gosh. Life is getting more suck. Today is the horrible day. What eva I do no matter correct or wrong, still kena scold from my dad. What in the earth I made him so angry la. Today he called me to do something, and then my maid n I do nicely n finished up n went to play online games. When he comes back, he saw the thing not reli well done. He started nag at me n said “U do so fast, so tat u can play games la. See the thing spoil de.” What the hell happen to the thing I also don’t know la. Is already like tat when I starting to do. But he jus dun wan to hear my explanations. So I jus keep quiet la but he lagi tak puas n started nag until my mom cannot stand him. My mom nicely shot him back n all. End up they both fight. Haih. All because of me n I reli a disaster. Men life getting suck, wish I wasn’t around in this world. So nothing will happen n world is peaceful. I damn sick of being patient. I rely wan to go suicide again like what I did during standard 6. During tat time I hanged myself at back classroom. Too bad god wan me to be alive n I didn’t die. Jus got the temporary scar on my neck last time. My parents didn’t noe abt it cos no one told them. Only few of my friends noe abt it. Now I wish I could die on tat day, so tat I won’t suffer a lot until now. What to do. Life has to go on no matter what. I hope I still can stand this entire painful environment n live to the max. Go on wit a happy, smiley face. Tat all for now la.

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