Today I went to Caulfield for job hunting alone. >.<
Kelly was suppose to follow me but then she last minute not free.
So can't blame her for that.
I wanted to go Chadstone to look for more jobs but then I didn't print enough resumes.
So I didn't go.
Hopefully I will be free another to go again.
I went to like 4 shops in Caulfield.
2 of them was in the Monash Uni and 2 just like beside the Uni.
Hopefully I can get one of the job there. (:

Then later on, I went for my second job in Laksa-me at Chinatown.
The job my friend recommend me there to work tho.
I start the job on the today itself as a kitchen hand.
So I helped out to prepare the entree stuff and wash dishes. (:
Now left one more job to go.

This job only once a week and $9 per hour.
So not that bad.
Quite relaxing as well the job.
I shall keep on going with it. WohoO~!

Hmm. Is quite boring right the post without pictures?

Then I shall introduce my chef last year for my unit kitchen and my housemate. (:


Chef Freddy and I (2008)


Me and Jonathan (my housemate)

PS: this is my new haircut but it doesn't really show.
So want to see clearly, see me in live. (:

Hello people!

I got new haircut. (:
Neater and doesn't look like mushroom anymore like everybody say so. >.<
I think I look way younger now. Haha.
I don't have picture of myself so ya.

Anyway I got my new PSP.
Is in red colour. Haha. Awesome. xD
Went all the way to Clayton to get it because Xiang help me take from Malaysia.
So I go pick it up after my haircut on Saturday.
Hope my mom won't kill me if she know about it. >.<


My PSP

Then came back to city to have dinner with Kok Wei, Patricia and Pamela.
After dinner, they came to my house to lepak and play Wii.
I was supposed to go karaoke tho that night with my work colleagues.
But then Kok Wei and Patricia wanted to stay my place longer.
So I decided not to go and stay at home.
End up, they all stayed until like next afternoon.
And I didn't get to sleep the whole night.
To kill the time, I play my psp and entertain them.
Pamela already sleep tho around midnight.
The two person only decided to sleep around 10 plus in the morning.
I couldnt sleep anymore and then i play my psp until my eye really tired.
Until like 2 something, I finally can sleep at the couch for an hour before go to work.
Thank godness Sunday not that busy.
Can rest abit. >.<
Came back home after work.
Then my housemate's girlfriend told me that Naruto Movie 2 out already.
And my housemate downloading that time.
Finish download, we watch together.
The movie was nice but some part just making no sense. HAHA!
You guys should go watch it. (:
Finish watching at 2am and head to bed.

Today went to class.
Almost late for class tho although I set like 3 alarms.
I did woke up and on my laptop but fall back asleep.
My class at 9am and I woke up around 8.25am.
Quickly get ready and I go class.
The lecturer told us that Thursday kitchen class cancel again.
That mean tomorrow is the last class day of the week.
Going to have long weekend.
Then today I think teacher for last class was MIA.
We all waited 30 minutes and he didn't show up.
So we all decided to go back. (:

Since I got long weekend, I plan to go job hunting on Thursday around Caulfield and Chadstone.
Hope I can get western job.
O ya, going interview at Ric's workplace on Thursday as well.
So hope it work out. (:

Thoughts

• Am I a hindrance to everybody?
• Did I change for past few years?
• If I did, did I change for goods or worse?
• What changes I make during the period I'm alive?

Updates updatess~!
I was supposed to update my blog last night but then internet was very slow, so unable to update. :(

I realised this whole week, there a lot of customer came to eat.
I walk, cook, run, and kill non-stop in the kitchen last night.
Is been a while since I had this kind of atmosphere in kitchen.
At least it kept me busy until services over. =)
After work, everybody started to drink a bit but I didn't.
I haven't drink for a long time and only drink during special occasion. :)
My god sister and I were waiting for Ton to go yam cha at Tien Ren.
From 11.47pm, I called her and she said 10 minutes.
End up, we waited until 12.30am.
We scolded her a bit then off we go to yam cha.
We talked for almost 2 hours about personal and work stuff.
Long time I didn't like talk with my god sister and Ton like this in a while.

O ya, I think it’s time to update about Easter holidays.
Let see,

Chai Ling came down to Melbourne to visit on Saturday for 8 days.
Then she stays over at my place for a night.
I didn't really bring her anywhere except lunch and grocery because was too tired.
We went to grocery shopping to buy some ingredients as I promised to cook for her.
So since I'm going to cook, must as well cook for my housemate and his girlfriend.
After grocery, went back home and start to prepare dishes.

My menu for the night was BBQ pork, Steamed Bak Choy with oyster sauce, Omelette and Crème Caramel.
While doing crème caramel, I accidentally burn my 4 right fingers with hot caramelised sugar.
So bloody pain. >.<
Took me like 4 hours to cool down my finger.
Although there pain, I still managed to finish my dishes.
Here some pictures about the food but sadly I didn’t take picture of crème caramel.


BBQ Pork


Steamed Bak Choy with oyster sauce


Omelette

Don't it look tempting now? xP

Then on Sunday, Chai Ling and I go to Kar Yee's place because she going to stay at her place for the rest of her holidays.
Kar Yee is one of my long lost friends from Sri Bestari.
Been a while and I'm glad I start to know back all the Bestarian gangs. (:
That time train got some delay and we end up arrived there like 1.30pm which we supposed to meet up at 1pm. >.<
*Sorry Kar Yee.*
Then we lepak at her place for a while and chit chatted.
I also met Kar Yee's sister, Carmen. (:
We had lunch at Caulfield in Thai place. LOL!
I worked in Thai place but still ended up in Thai restaurant.
Kar Yee realised half way when we eating why we eating at Thai place when I work in Thai place almost everyday.
I also don’t mind anyway as long got food. (:
After eating, we go back to Kar Yee's place and watched some drama before go work.
It was nice meeting back them.
Glad we able to keep in touch after long time. =)

Monday, there’s nothing much beside staying at home and work.

Tuesday, I being woke up by Kar Yee's msg for asking my help to get some info about Philip Island and Wild Park on Thursday for Chai Ling visiting.
Of course I can't say no because I was free on that day and I also want Chai Ling to visit all these places.
Msg back for a while then I doze off again.
Then I online for while then off I go to search for the information that she needed.
I went to Visitor Info Centre at Federation Square.
Ask about the info then messaged and called Kar Yee to tell her about it.
She working that time so can't blame her for replying late.
I waited for 30 minutes or more until she replied.
After she confirmed, I booked for two people.
I wanted to go also but sadly I'm working that day and can't take off anymore because financial problem. >.<
After booked the tour for Thursday, I went to pay my bill then I go Chadstone to meet up with Kar Yee, Carmen and Chai Ling.
We were supposed to watch 17 again movie but then Kar Yee too tired, so plan changed.
Instead watch movie, we went to have dinner at Pancake Parlour.
There only 4 of us but we order 3 main courses and 2 desserts.

Main Courses






Desserts




Random pictures




Thats prove how hungry we are that time especially Kar Yee and I. LOL!
After eating, we back back to Caufield station and we split from there as I need to go back city.

On Wednesday, we had Bestarian reunion.
All thanks to Kar Yee's help, the reunion was quite successful tho.
Arigato Kar Yee~!! =)
I met with Shireen first around 3.30pm then we chit-chatted for while meanwhile waiting for the rest.
Then Kar Yee, Carmen and Chai Ling arrived in city but went to take pictures first since Chai Ling want to. (:
So Yee Yean came later then we three walked to Flinders St but later on turn back to State Library to wait for Kar Yee and the rest.
Yee Yean, Shireen and I had a good talk while waiting for them.
It feels so good to catch up back with them.
After Kar Yee and the rest arrived, we took some pictures and went in State Libray to have look.


Me, Shireen, Yee Yean, Chai Ling and Kar Yee


Kar Yee, Yee Yean, Chai Ling, Shireen and Carmen.
They trying to cover something of Yee Yean. LOL!

That was my first time going in to that place after stayed here for 1 year plus. >.<


Shireen and Chai Ling in Prison


They combined cell because they miss each other. LOL!

The crepes not bad, just that they quite stingy for the filling I would say.
Kar Yee and her sister joined us later then we go Max Brender to get drinks.
Most of us didn't want, so we just accompany the rest.
After they got their drinks, we went to my workplace to have dinner.
I was supposed to work that day but took off just for the reunion.
We went there around 6.30pm but the dishes came at 7.30pm.
We wanted it very slow, that’s why the food came so late.
That day wasn't that busy, so luckily my manager didn't kill me for taking off. >.<
Jovin joined us later for dinner but he went off like 30 mins of eating because he had interview at Platform 1.
Farhana joined us like when we almost finish our dinner.
After we had our dinner, we went to Crown to see the fire thing.

On our way there.

Carmen and Kar Yee


Chai Ling and Farhana

There one at 9pm but we missed that.
So we waited for 10pm.
We spend an hour to talk and take a lot of pictures.




Part of Bestarian gang

Girls




Yee Yean and I tried to act gay with girls bag. LOL!
*black bag is Shireen and green one is Kar Yee*


Kar Yee and Chai Ling


Kar Yee, Chai Ling and Farhana


LOVE!


3 smelly legs especially Shireen's. :P

Is fun to hang out with them.
After finish watching the fire, we all headed to Crown Casino.
Unfortunately only Shireen, Yee Yean and I can't go in because we didn't bring our passport. >.<
So we three go arcade while waiting for them to finish walking around casino.
We played for while then they joined us because they don't know how to gamble. LOL!
We played for while again then we all feel tired already.


Girls and I.


Pretty girls. (:

So I send them to Flinders Station as they all live in suburbs except Farhana.
After sending them back, I walk back home.
That day I really had fun and hope the rest do feel the same. (:

Thursday, I woke up early to send Kar Yee and Chai Ling to the pickup spot.
The pickup time was like 11.15am and I woke up early around 9am plus so that I won't oversleep. >.<
I went online while waiting for them meanwhile dozing off.
Then Kar Yee msged me and I walked to Melbourne Central to meet up with them.
I sat there for while and waiting to sleep.
Thank god got music keep me awake.
*Kar Yee, if you see this, is alright. Don't have to feel bad tho. ((:*
They arrived then bring them to the pickup spot which is 2 mins walk. LOL!
I waited with them so that they got on to the tour bus. (:
The bus tour arrived on time although we thought they might ffk us. Haha!
After sending them, went back home and took a short nap.
Then later on, go work.

Friday was freaky bored besides working at night.
The whole day was like a miserable day without doing anything.
If I knew this going to happen, I might as well follow Kar Yee and Chai Ling to Great Ocean Road.
Nevermind la since is already past. (:
After work, was supposed to go clubbing with Kar Yee and Chai Ling.
I was rushing back home to shower and everything.
Once I got ready and tried to call Kar Yee but no answer.
Then I think Carmen used Kar Yee's phone to msg me saying the plan was cancelled.
So I changed back to pjs and online the whole night.
Don't really matter to me as I'm not fan of clubbing anyway.

On Saturday, Kar Yee and I send Chai Ling to airport by Skybus.
Meet up with them at Southern Cross then off we go to airport.
Waited with her to check in her luggages then send her to the gate.
Then Kar Yee and I went back to city.
I sent her to the platform then I also went back home as we both are tired.
Then at night I went to buy ticket for Fast & Furious 4.
I went thru a lot troubles confirming who is going and all. >.<
End up only Kok Wei, Patricia, Jun Jie, Aeon and his gf.
The movie was cool and nice. Like the car and the race. (:
After movie, Kok Wei, Patricia and I went have supper as I only had small dinner.
asically that's how I spent my Easter holiday tho.
Anyway, thoughts had been flowing in as usual.

• The person you think can trust the most will end up betraying you in the end.
• Who can I really trust?
• Will time decide everything?
• Can I like control my feelings?
• I am trying my best not to make things worse.
• Not everything will go what you planned, basically nothing.
• Karma will affect everything.
• I wish everything will get better later on.
• It is really hard to go thru all these without any support.
• It is there any true friends around this world?
  

It seem like most of my friends here only seek me for helps and doesn't care what happen to me as long they doing good.

That's all for now. Enjoy! ((:

I'm back to update again.
Today been bored the whole morning and Restaurant City was down till like 12 something. >.<
Work was super duper busyy until I reached back home an hour later after the services close around 10.45pm.
Is unusual for Wednesday to be busy, I work non-stop, run around kitchen and etc. Phew~!
Finally day is over. >.<

O ya, if you guys realised, I changed my blogskins.
Hope you guys like it and give some opinion at my chatbox. (:
Spent like 4 hours doing it and finally done.

I went to bed early last night and woke up like around 7 am plus. Sigh.
Tried to sleep early but end up thinking about stuff again.

My thoughts:

I wonder,

• If I doesn't exist in this world, what will happen to others life?
• If I would gone one day, will people take notice of that?
• Will people care about me when I suddenly die without any reasons?
• Will people shed tears for me?
• Do my existence really matter to other people?
• Am I an annoying person?
• Can I make other people happy?
• How important am I to my friends?
• Do my existence matter to people?

Sometimes I realised, some friends do seek me just for help.
Other than that, they wouldn't contact me at all.

That's all for now.

PS: Not emo-ing again. Just my thoughts and feelings. (:

Brrr, just come back from classs.
Wake up early today just to finish my presentation due today.
Went to school library to finish up.
Managed to finish before 3pm class and still alot times to spare. >.<

Is so not good to do last minutes work but can't help it since is a group assignment and everybody doesn't seem free during holidays.
The outcome of the last minutes work and basically i did like 90% of the thing.



Look abit complicated tho. Hope you guys can understand what it is.
The topic is Table booking system in a restaurant.


O, I'm going to miss this drink as I been told this drink can't be imported to Melbourne anymore. >.<

Well, I been thinking quite a while and is hard to find a western restaurant work in tho.
So I looking for another job, no matter what kind of job as long is legal of course.
So anybody got a job available, please tell me. >.<
I had asked Kar Yee about her workplace, hope there a vacant there tho. (:

I planned to get 3 jobs although is going to be so hectic and tiring for me but I don't mind as I'm paying for my own living expenses here including rent.
I also decided to pay my own fees when I get like a decent job while studying.
I just don't want to burden my parents anymore as I got another 3 more younger siblings that need my parents care and I wish I could help their burden.

Sometimes I wonder am I a burden for my family, that's why I been send here alone and far away from them.
I just can't stop thinking about it sometimes.
I been giving a lot of troubles last time back then until they don't really trust me.
Sometimes I do think they hate me a lot by scolding me every moment instead of my elder brother.
Now I had came to my thinking and realised they scold for my own goods.
They are important people in my life and I can't afford to lose them.

And I came to realise this long ago and now I want to say it out in this blog.
I became my parent's hope and they counting on me in the future.
Not only my parents, all the relatives also including my grandma.
She supporting me to open a restaurant next time and I really miss all of them. :(
I doesn't want to disappoint them again as I already had disappoint them a lot of times before.
Is hard to walk down this road alone though.
I sometimes wonder why must be me to carry this hope but not my brother.
There a lot of pressures to handle and I'm trying my best to cope with it.
Already few times, I feel lonely and wanting to break down tho.
In fact, I already breakdown once last year and is really hard to control the feelings.
Sometimes I just need someone to be at my side.
It's seem hard but times will decide everything.
Sometimes I feel too tired and planned to give up.
But somehow there a tiny voice in my mind keep pushing me to go on.
I'm trying my very best now to achieve my parents standard.
Life have a lot of obstacles and I been thru a lot.
I been thru a year in Melbourne alone altho there's some problem occured.
I'm glad that I still got friends that I can count on either in Malaysia or Melbourne.
So I'm going to keep fighting all this obstacles and be a successful person.
I will take all the past as lessons to me and my guidance, so I won't be making the same mistakes anymore.

PS: not emo-ing. Just want to say what I been thinking all these while. Finally relieved after saying all these. (:

Holiday had ended. ):
Class begin today and I have to wake up early.
I woke up around 7.30am. >.<

Monday always the longest day of the week for me as I have to work at night also.
Thank god, i finish class earlier at 3.30pm, an hour early.
So I get to rest more before I start work at 5pm.

At work today, I almost BURN my right hand today almost at the end of the services.
Thank god my hand not cooked and still functioning. >.<

Today class boring as usual.
Almost doze off in every class since 9am.
Out of boredom, I drew something. xD

Talking about drawing, I started to draw few months ago.
I just feel like drawing when I'm bored.
Here some pictures that I drew. Enjoy~! xP
My drawing not that nice anyway.
Do drop comment ya. Hehe!


Bugs Bunny


Penguin (black and white)

Penguin (colour)

Slyvester (black and white)

Slyvester (colour)

Baby


Bunny

Will update about holidays later when i get hand of all the pictures. (:

Wuuu~! Been a while since I update my blog.

Having a week holiday due to easter.
So I will take this chance to say HAPPY EASTER to everyone. (:

Tomorrow going to have Bestari reunion.
I been missing alot from them since 12 years ago. >.<
Now the chance has come to meet back with them.

For past few weeks, alot things been happening.
Taken some pictures and will upload it as soon possible.

There some events, I will update later.
Currently lazy. xP

Now back to facebook to play Restaurant City. Tata~!