About Little Chef's Life
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Date: Friday, June 29 Time: 12:03 PM Here I am blogging again. Surprisingly I everyday have been blogging. Work is too boring. I played game for like an hour, and then start to do work but now I’m free again. I’m going to be bored to death so must as well I come blog to let times flies. Now my mood gets slightly better than yesterday. Waking up this morning thinking today is a new brand day. XD My mood gets better all thanks to her and my fellow friends (u know who I talking about). They give me advice and all making me realize not to give up no matter what happen. So I shall appreciate it and go on with my life. Hehe. So I’m almost back to normal because there still got some emo-ness inside me. Haven’t fully gone yet but soon it shall vanish. That all for now I guess. I’m off to read another book entitle ‘my best friend’s girl’ to spend my time rather then stoning at the com. I will update later if I got any story pop up from my head. To those who are worrying about me, just to let u all know that I’m fine. So don’t have to worry already. Arigato~! SMILE!! |
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Date: Thursday, June 28 Time: 11:58 AM Sometimes I wondering should I deserve to be in this world. There like nothing for me in this century. Too many things happening to me and I don’t know how long I can hang on now. Sometimes I feel like giving up but there always a voice in my mind keep saying ‘Stand up, dun easily give up. There a lot things await for you in the future.’ That how I can survived until now. Got once in standard 6, I couldn’t bear the stress I had. So I hanged myself in the school. I took a long raffia string I found in the classroom. Then I go to back door and tie the string. I hung myself but god let me survived and apparently I didn’t manage to suicide. No one know about it except my friends who close to me. There a red mark on my neck and my parents didn’t even notice. Parents had been like pushing me into studies all the time like I’m the only hope for them. I always get scolding for no reason but not my big bro. Sometimes I don’t know why they want to do like that but deep inside my heart, I know they loved me, so do I. I had many things happen to me and on that moment, I though I’m dying. Early of 1995, I got hole in the heart and I managed to survive from the operation. My mom took care of me all the times during the time I lived in hospital. Now my heart is cured and I wish the problem won’t occurred anymore. My parents have to spend a lot of money on me that time. The operation left me a long scar on my chest and I always remembered the moment I had during that years. From that time onwards, my growing had been limited and stopped for a while due to my heart pumping very slow. So last time, I’m like a dwarf and been teased all the time. Now I almost back to normal size and I happy with whom I am. Another thing happen is near July 2004; I fell down and broke my left hand. I was being so careless and tripped on fan wire. Two bones of left arms had broken and need to straighten back. The doctor said need to do operation to put the metal so can support my bone from being moved but I didn’t wan to leave 2 scar on my hand because they have do operation and take the metal out again. So my aunt knows a Chinese traditional doctor who are specialist in bone and intro he to my parents. Then I followed them back to hometown to cure my hand. We had to travel back and flow many times. During the moment, I been suffering from using one hand and my left hand couldn’t move at all. I was pretty upset because I missed a lot of activities such in camp, campfire, and outing and much more. There nothing I can do if I wan my hand to cure. So in the end, my hand fully cured and can move back as normal but must be extra careful and cannot carry heavy stuff. Being unlucky for my teenage life but the god had decided my life and I had to move on. Now my left hand is apparently smaller then my right hand. Later on, mid of last year, I got rashes on my right shoulder. At first, I thought it was a bite from mosquito. Later on, it gets worse and worse, so I told my parents about it and they bring me to another traditional doctor. The doctor said is a rare rash and got name for it, which are half-head snakes rashes. He said these rashes could take someone’s life if it spread around the body. So I took treatment from him and the rashes slowly cured and the rashes left a small scar at my shoulder. For this treatment, my parents spend a lot too being travel around. My parents had done so many things and spend a lot too just for me. After these entire incidents, I really appreciated my parents although I hated them before. Like Chinese statement said, ‘ Hatred in family won’t last long.’ I really hope there will be nothing happen to me again because I had suffered from mentally n physically problems. I’m used to be a healthy guy who can run around and wont get sick easily but after all these problems occurred, I realized I aren’t that tough. For the sack of my parents and myself, I will maintain my lifestyle and be happy always like last time I used to be. ‘Laughter is always the best medicine for everyone.’  Labels: random |
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Date: Time: 10:53 AM Morning~! Couldn’t sleep well last night. I think I got wake up every fifteen to thirty minutes, I was so freaking tired yesterday because been emo-ing too much and I wan to have a nice rest last night. In the end, I got a restless sleep and now I at work with horrible mood. Cant barely close my eyes last night
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Date: Wednesday, June 27 Time: 2:09 PM Here I am to blog again. Boredom had taken over me and I really got nothing to do at work. I had finished all up although I try to do slower but still end up finishing it. To reduce my boredom, I decided to read a book which my friend lent it to me and I brought to work incase I get really bored like now. The name of the book is : “ the five people you meet in Heaven”  by Mitch Albom. The synopsis of the book: ‘All endings are also beginnings. We just don’t know it at the time…’ On his eighty-third birthday, Eddie, a lonely war veteran, dies in a tragic accident trying to save a little girl from a falling cart. With his final breath, he feels two small hands in his – and then nothing. He awakens in the afterlife, where he learns that heaven is not a lush Garden of Eden but a place where your earthly life is explained to you by five people who were in it. These people may have been loved ones or distant strangers. Yet each of them changed your path for ever. ‘A book with genuine power to stir and comfort its reader’ New York Times ‘A miracle of a book…delightful and thought-provoking’ Irish Examiner ‘Five People is a power book … like Eddie, Albom has touched the lives of a lot of people he never even know’ Time ‘This book is a gift to the soul’ Amy Tan |
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Date: Tuesday, June 26 Time: 5:45 PM Argh~!! My right hand so painful. It should be left hand pain because it’s broken before but now my right hand pain. What the hell wrong with my body this year? It seems that I suffering from pain. Last month, I got chest pain, really pain that time. Hope I can find a cure for all these pains. So bored at work. One more hour I’m out from here and maybe I will be walking back if my colleague got stay back. Never mind la, I had been walking non stop for past few days even though my leg already aching. Life are tough, jus have to bear with it. Life will never be fair to all of us. If all things are fair, what the point of living right? Those are my opinions. What about yours? Ps: comment at the post. xD |
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Date: Time: 1:07 PM How torturing could it be to miss a person u really like? Can anyone tell me the answer? Labels: random |
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Date: Time: 11:00 AM Morning everyone! I’m currently at my work place. Jus only few minutes, I already feel so bored! Haih~! So I’m here to blog and update some stuff. Well, guess I already fall in love with a girl (name not to be mentioned here). The feeling suddenly pop up from nowhere and I have to been thinking about her for the past few days. Even during work also I been thinking n thinking, can’t even concentrate on my work. Guess that the power of love. I didn’t feel like this for so long, really long. Can’t get rid of her in my mind. I have already told her that I like her but she haven’t given any response and I shall wait for her answer no matter how long it going to take until when its right time to stop, I will stop and go on with my life. For now, I going to wait and wait for her. Maybe I sound so stupid to wait so long for a girl but I think is worthy to wait. I bet the boys out there would do the same for the loved one including me. >.<" Hope the girl would read this~! |
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Date: Monday, June 25 Time: 1:12 AM   Cant wait for this movie either. Look like gonna be more pokai soon. xD Labels: pictures |
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Date: Thursday, June 21 Time: 1:26 PM Argh!! I wan to watch two movies now. The two movies are  Fantastic Four: Rise of Silver Surfer and  Transformers. My friends please faster finish your exam so we can go watch these two movies. I’m sure you can’t wait to watch either right. Hahaha. Good luck for exam and after that, we head to cinema. xD Labels: movie |
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Date: Time: 12:03 PM Hey! Back to update again. Supposedly update last week but I was too lazy until didn’t wan to update. Well, since a lot people been asking why I haven’t start studying or entering college. Here a post about it. I wanted to start college as fast as possible and I already planned to go Taylor College in April 2007 intake for culinary arts course but then my dad heard his friend said that Australia got a better place to study my course and asked me interested to go there and study. Of course I say yes because there not many chance for people like me to go overseas to study. So I go check the college in Australia and I found one called William Angliss, Institute of TAFE located in Melbourne. Then I go IDP Australia to check whether got place for me in July intake. Unfortunately, the course is highly demand in Australia and the college offer me a place in February 08 intake. The offer is pre-offer until I pass my IESLT test and get the equivalent marks they wanted then only I get my full offer. So since I already wasted half a year, y not I keep waiting until next year. So now I will be taking IESLT on 14 July 2007 which 3 weeks away. The minimum marks I need to get are 5.5. Hope I can do it. Let say I didn’t get the marks they wanted, I will go either Taylor College which I already register in July intake but I will be missing 1 to 2 weeks class or KDU College which start on August. I really hope I can go Australia and study although I will be alone there. Well, I’m sure that you all will be wondering why do I take culinary arts course. Well, I have passion in food and I like cooking. I know my friends will be wondering my food nice a not because once I cooked in camp, my friends dun really like it but juniors liked it. I know my cooking skill not good enough but I have aim n target, which I want to be best chef around the world and also help the poor people who are starving. One day, you wouldn’t know that when you see newspaper my name would appear there. *Day dreaming* My mom wanted me to take either accounting or business since my mathematic is good but I still stick with my choice. My mom even said that she hasn’t seen me holding any cooking utensil at home. Half of my relatives supported me especially my uncle whom sponsor me to go Australia meanwhile another half of relatives dun like what I want to do. They say I take business will have a bright future. To tell the truth, culinary arts have more future then other academic course because who in the world whom don’t need food. I’m sure that everyone eats food. Not to mean that my course will be the best course, but in my opinion that too many people want to be lawyer, doctor, IT programmer, engineer and etc and still got people jobless outside. That’s all for now. I will update more next time I free and not lazy. XD Later! |
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Date: Friday, June 8 Time: 11:41 AM Hmm. Since I so bored, I will update my blog la. Work is terrible bored. The place also freaking cold because I at the highest floor where the air-condition base are located. O ya. Forgotten tell my working place are Fuji Xerox Asia Pacific Pte Ltd. The colleagues are nice and friendly. I got a free rid from home to work. Awesome rite? Haha. My contract supposedly last for 2 weeks. Due to some reason, my contract got extended until they dun need me anymore. So I’m stuck here under a freezing environment maybe for next 1 month or 2 or maybe more. Never mind la since I got nothing better to do at home beside playing online games which I got bored of it. Haha. Last Saturday, my friends and I go watch Pirates of the Caribbean 3 at Mid Valley Mega mall. Wye Luun and I went there early jus to buy tickets. We went there at 10 am and the queue already very long. So we jus wait and after half an hour, we finally got the tickets. Come so early still have to wait so long. Luckily we came early because after we bought our tickets, we saw there longer queue until GSC stalls there. Phew! Then we go had our breakfast at M’CD. That time, Chen Lam come joined us. We conned him that we haven’t buy the tickets and decided to makan breakfast since the line was so long. Haha. He actually believed it. Wakaka. Then after makan de, Theo and Alena came and Wye Luun and I decided to corn they 2. Jus like Chen Lam, they believed it and they sigh because the queue was so long. They were like how to buy tickets now. See their long faces, decided to reveal the truth and they got so piss at we two because we conned they. Buaahaha. While waiting for rest, we go arcade to play Daytona and sniper game. 2 rounds for Daytona, I got 1st. Haha. Theo tak puas because I ta pao him. : P Then we decided go brew ball but haven’t open yet. That time, Vicki, Henry and Kar Mun come de. Since like there nothing to do in Mid Valley, Henry and I decided go play bowling. We pull Theo along. The girls didn’t wan to play it and Chen Lam too. Oops. Chen Lam not a girl FYI. Haha. End up, I got 1st, Theo 2nd and Henry last. But we enjoyed the game. There a lot funny stuff happens during the play. Haha. The movie is at 1.30 and when we finish playing, is already 1 and we haven’t got our lunch. That time Suba haven’t come. She supposes to come at 12 but now already 1. So Theo messages her to meet us at LG. We went Teppanyaki but full, then next stop was Chicken Rice Shop but also full. So the girls say want to go to bakery shop since we short of time. While they walking, they got attracted by John something (I forgot the name but is a burger shop middle of escalator at LG) Haha. After eating, we go back up to cinema. Jus right on time we got there. Theo didn’t eat so he, Suba and Chen Lam go buy popcorn and drinks. Chen Lam always becomes lamp post because he doesn’t know how to give space to Theo and Suba. Haih. Then we go in and have our comfortable seats. Jus nice right in the middle and the whole rows is ours. Wakaka. The movie was nice and funny too. Can say the movie is better then Spiderman 3 because of the laughter and all. After movie, we go play pool. Haha. Had a great few games although I lost 2 rounds. Haha. After that, all go home because all got family dinner. There no pictures for the day because my camera phone had balik kilang for some services. Hopefully get back today because miss the phone so much. XD Tomorrow I am going IDP for IELST Test registration. Have to take it fast before my place been taken by other people, which I dun wan tat to happen. That al for now. Will update more when I bored which I already am. Haha. Later! |
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Date: Thursday, June 7 Time: 6:03 PM BORED!!!!!!! Haih.. WORKING is SO BORING! will update more detail later! also will change my blogskin soon! |
